Little one got HFMD!!

So angry at myself. I am now still in office waiting for Logistics people to give me the GO to start the operations run, and at the same time worrying about the little one at home.

Mr just brought Little One to see doctor due to rashes multiplying. And the doctor confirmed she got HFMD when she checked that she got ulcers in her mouth! OUCH! It really pains my heart. During the time when she was seeing doc, I was surfing net for symptoms of HFMD, and I came across pictures of it, and one of them was a tongue full of ulcers, I don't even dare to open up the picture bigger to view. I kept thinking this wont happen to little one. Who knows, Mr told me that doc checked she got alot of ulcers in her mouth that's why she is not drinking and eating. If this goes on, she will become dehydrated, end up have to go to hospital. Even adults us, have one ulcer already pain like dunno what, let alone a kid with so many ulcers in her mouth. Dunno which kid in the school or class got it and spread to her. I really feel like scolding bad words now. At the same angry at myself, have I really made a very bad decision to send her to school at this time and age. And why it happen on her!! I guess I won't put her to half day or full day childcare center anymore, until she grows up older. BUT NOT NOW! I felt so guilty now. Now that she got to be quarantined for 1 week. I really dunno how she is going to take it, now can only hope she wont have those painful blisters and her mouth ulcers quickly go away!! Please god..