It all happened on Fri afternoon about 5pm, when boss finished talking to me for 2 hours. When I returned back to my desk, I suddenly felt a pain in my throat. SORE THROAT! And FLU! Dunno what happened. But it was a long talk from my boss, about how the way a proposal should be written. Stories about how to be successful and climb. How to look for opportunity and take control of all the regions. Boss kept complimenting I have strong language skills which is an advantage over most people, and he will teach me to use this advantage in other areas and WIN. Morale of the story is play mind games. After talking so much to me, I felt I really like this job and him in a way, and even felt happy after hearing him, like a motivating talk. But I still have to rewrite my proposal and email to him by 6pm otherwise on Mon. But I gave my best and complete before I left home. Hope to leave an impression. Worried and anxious what comments he is going to give on Mon. I am still waiting till now, maybe later I will ask him about it.
Ya, so Sat morning have to go visit the doctor cos my throat DAMN PAIN! Whole weekends I was like a zombie. Luckily my sprained ankle was getting better, could walk without limping. Haha. Next Sat is CHLOE's BIRTHDAY!! VERY EXCITED! Hope the whole party turns out FUN for everyone.
Still sick. And unhappy with coll. This is not the first time already. He asked me to setup a server and he only provided minimal instructions and guidance. And he asked me to do it. When I have question, I asked him, and what I got back from him was he just trying to shift the question to elsewhere, in other words, asking myself to solve it cos he is BUSY. He is always using BUSY as an excuse not to teach me anything. I really very angry! Sometimes I feel my lead also another one. Maybe they looked down on woman doing IT. In the interview, my lead told me that woman are very bad and lousy in IT. (already shows he look down on woman!) I really don't like working with such coll, but what to do. This kind of situation can only show when u come in. But luckily there is another coll, though not in the same team literally, but he is helpful and teaches properly. Maybe I can rely on him to give me answers, since he has been working longer than my coll. :( Very sad to have such coll. I angrily wanted to show them I got the talent, but somehow got heart but no energy. Servers configurations are internal ways, cannot be googled. Haiz, I guess that is why coll wont teach u much, scared take away his job. Haha. Anyways.. bear with it lor. I believe in time, I will master it. Thanks to the skill of making friends, become frens with one of the HR, and eventually my lunch partner. :)
It's ok, will feel better seeing Chloe's pictures.


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