Mummy so tired..

I find myself getting tired everyday, like getting older. Like things don't go my way. Tired. With all the office stuffs making me even stressed out and tired. Where has all my sleep gone to? Sometimes I really missed those SINGLE time where I can sleep so much and anytime I wanted. But now was so restricted. Only can sleep when the child is sleeping. It was like sleeping times are dictated by the child. Poor mummy.. Lol. I really hope the day faster come when she don't need to wake up for milk.

But yesterday was a real funny night. As usual, Chloe will wake up for milk around 4am. Yes! 4am! The slightest movement on her anklet will wake me up. And I know is time! I will just push Mr to carry her out, or pacify her, so that she don't wake the whole family up but always mission failed. Cos Mr will sleep like a pig, even when she is crying, he also can't hear. Power! So I came back with the milk, bring her out of her Yao Yao, carry her to my bed, sit down, and give her the milk, while I closed my eyes, cos is really very tiring and sleepy, when you are in your sweet dreamland and suddenly awaken. Kinda irritating but no choice. After feeding her, burped her. Put her on the bed in between us. Again, as usual, she will behave like a worm. Wriggle here and there 360 degrees. One full circle. If you put her one corner of the bed, somehow she will appear at the other corner of the bed in a spilt minute. Just like last night, I put her next to me, and I quickly try to grab my beauty sleep, but always failed to, cos I scared she drop off the bed if I fall asleep before she does, or just dun feel right if I sleep before her. So I just take a few winks, and opened my eyes to spot check her, and know where she ended up? She always like to roll over to stick very close to Mr. This time round, she ended up at Mr's backside! Gosh! Her head already head bug his backside. I quickly carry her back to my position. Again, I close my eyes, next moment, when I wake up again, she was there at the BACKSIDE again, this time, trying to scratch his backside and pull his shorts. Again, I have to wake up and carry her back. This has been going on for a few times, until this very time, I burst out laughing. She was getting sleepy yet she still want to roll over. And when I opened my eyes, she was HUGGING his backside. Yes! Hugging, one hand below his butt, the other on top of his butt like hugging bolster. (Mr was sleeping on his side) I really laugh out despite I am so tired. Quickly pull her back again. It went on for an hour before she sleeps in her own position. Super tired! And headache everytime I go in to office due to lack of sleep. Morning I told Mr, if someone molest you you also dunno. Haha.. And maybe his butt got too much meat and soft until Chloe tot is her pillow/bolster. LOL!

Weekend faster come! I want to take loads of pictures!