Thursday, June 28, 2007

Our first little one..

This will be our new blog, specially dedicated to my little one inside me. It has been slightly over 3 months and now things seemed to be improving, appetite especially, morning sickness getting lesser, but mood swings seemed to coming to get me.. Just like yesterday, before I go to work, I put on a blouse and it's so tight around my tummy and I got so peck che about it, cos I got no more clothes and I haven't gone to buy it. So I just throw the shirt on the bed and after which I slammed the door.. Dunno why I did that.. :P And ended up, my MR called me "Peck Che woman".. make me more angry.. dun even feel like stepping out of the house, and made me so determined Sat's shopping spree must be a good one!

Next sat will be my next checkup after a month, looking forward to it so that we can see our little one, doing somersaults, moving around inside.. or even waving at us.. really looking forward to it.. but will we know the gender? Sometimes it's really a dilema whether to know or not to know.. for me, I am quite neutral whether is a boy or ger.. but for MR, he wants a boy.. reason he no tell me.. ._.

Yesterday night I was walking to the kitchen to take a drink, MR was behind me, and suddenly he say I looked cute, being a 小小孕妇.. Saar.. me being small size carrying a big tummy.. anyway I still cannot succumb to the idea of me like that.. even to the extent that a living human is growing inside me.. life is really full of miracles.. a human in a human.. and after 9 months he/she will be out and grow to be like one of us.. Will we feel weird being called Mummy and Daddy? Sometimes I will go crazy thinking of all these, afraid I cannot be a good Mummy, not able to cook for him/her, do alot of things for him/her.. but at times, I wish I can give birth now, to end all the sufferings, and quickly see the little one, but people said pregnancy is very enjoyable.. but I dun feel it at all, only to feel so fatigued and full of headaches everyday. Maybe I will enjoy it when I can feel him/her doing kungfu inside.. waiting for it to come..

Also to thank my Mr for doing all the household chores, even washing my clothes for me.. and making milk for me.. I enjoyed living like a princess.. Nono, a preggie princess.. Hehe.. Like Fiona and Shrek.. Wahahaa..

Of cos, we will start to post the photos of our little one here after our next week visit.. So next time when he/she knows how to read, he/she can see how he/she actually look like when he/she is so small like a pea inside me..:)

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