Been a long time since after her one month's that I blogged. Precious has been a light sleeper and will wake up at the slightest sound, sometimes she will continue to sleep, else she would cry and be awake... Getting crankier.. hope she will get better when she grow out of "baby" stage. But she is really "kapo" and likes to look around, make sounds of she is talking and she always like people to talk to her or she enjoys listening to people talk. If too quiet, she will start to feel uneasy and cry.. LOL. Everyone say she is only a month plus and she is wanting to play. And a breakthrough her neck is quite strong, being month plus she can actually hold up her head quite high while lying on her front!! Proud of her!

And of course, she is growing well, after the last check up her weight is 3.965kg and 52cm, which I was really shocked when I saw her weight, I never expect her to grow up to nearly 4kg the most give her 3.5kg. Eager for her next checkup wonder if she will shoot up to 5kg and grow longer! Haha.. oh but the next checkup will be a scary experience for her as she will be having her first 6 in 1 injection! :(

What I must do now? START TO EXERCISE! I not sure if I have decrease in weight but only thing I am sure of is some clothes I CAN'T wear M, and I have to get into L. I went shopping with my mum and I just wanna get a shorts, and been to all the shops and I can't even find my size, or rather the salesgirl said they dun have L for the shorts I wanted.. Boohooo... DAMN DEMORALIZED! Even buying a top, saw nice tops but I couldn't wear it anymore with style and the FIGURE! Really very sad, I wonder when or if I ever will go back to my prebirth size! Or rather I shouldn't give up shopping for my SIZE..

Finally the one month celebration has ended on Sun. Was really crowded, got not much space to move around in the house being a small 3 room flat.. but I like it, being close to everyone, a warm feeling. Though it is hard to entertain all at the same time being they are in different groups.. but I think we did quite well.. And of cos, thanks to those who appear and their gifts of blessing and congrats! And we enjoyed unwrapping the gifts and cash money!! LOL!

Recently her temper seemed to be getting worst.. I really hate it esp when she is drinking milk and throwing temper.. How I wish I can decipher baby's cries. But too bad is not within our humans' limit.. She too, develop a habit of not sleeping early unlike previously.. Now she will cry at around 11.30pm until 1am plus after a feed then she will go to sleep then not a while, she will wake up and then sleep around 4am plus.. really getting out of hands.. and making all of us tired and I feel a little phobia of her loud cries.. Esp when she is with my mum in law in another room, after she cried very loudly and stopped, but still I can hear her cries in my mind.. and I will wake up only realise she is not crying. I know this is one of a symptom of post natal blues.. But of cos, I wont let myself getting into it deeper, therefore, I have planned to go out for a walk or shop once a week.. or maybe to seek counsel with my gynae or paedia..

Hopefully this is only one time thing, and won't get worst.. look forward to my outing with Matilda next wed.. shop for CNY clothes and baby's clothes, and hubby's clothes.. since hubby don't like to shop.. hehe.. and baby of cos.. unable to shop with me... looking to the day when she is able to walk and shop with me..

Last day of confinement.. Hurray!

Finally after one month of "sit-in" at home, I am able to get out of house for fresh air. And also to bring little girl out for a walk. Our actual one moth is on 4th Jan which is tomorrow. My mum and mum-in-law and me, of course, will be bringing her to TaiMaoBi to cut her hair and going to make her a umbilical cord stamp for souvenir. Then will bring her to temple to pray to God and to Mr's grandfather. And later to Airport to fetch my sister in law then followed by a dinner celebration with our own family at Civil Service Club Clubhouse. Hmm.. I guess this is the first time bringing her out for almost whole day and I really totally dunno what to prepare or bring, seemed to need to bring alot of stuffs and I also dun like to carry so heavy bag.. practically like bringing everything.. I didn't buy the nursing cloth so I guess is not possible to breastfeed her in public.. even so, need to practise at home, else like what Mr said, have to practise else wait in public "lao puah liap" then how? Lol..

Sat also have to bring her out, this time with me and Mr and my Mum to pray to my grandma and granddad.. I am more excited on this one as is together with Mr, hoping to spend more quality family time..

And needless to say, able to see my frens and relatives on Sun for her celebration.. And after, I have to learn the ropes to take care of baby after this one month.. Left 2 more months before returning to work, say not long also not short, as this one month also seem to pass so fast even though everyday staying at home doing nothing.

I guess I will miss this one month as being a "queen" Lol...

See you all on Sun!